My Anthems of Song
There were two songs this year that will forever mark 2018 for me. Each song represents a season. And each song gently holds feelings, complications, and some soul yearnings. In April 2018, I got some news that ripped me in half. Sensitive news that affected every aspect of our lives. News I wasn't prepared for; news I didn't know what to do with; news that would change the course of our lives and marriage and future. I was at an utter loss with what to do or think or feel or how to act. So I went on a drive. I didn't know where I was going. I didn't know anything, I just drove. Calmly, but without purpose, I drove. Maybe for therapy. Maybe because I didn't know what else to do. Maybe because sitting still in our house would not have been good for me. But on this drive, I was held. In the midst of hopelessness and anguish, I was not alone. Holy moly, how I needed to feel that... to know I was being loved in the depths of ...