My way or the High[er] way!
I was recently pondering why on Earth that I'm so happy right now...?? It really puzzled me that I was a) first and foremost even pondering this, and that b) I had a hard time figuring out the answer. Well let's dwell on a) for a second. I confused myself in pondering about my happiness because I've always had such a blessed life! And there's never really been a reason or any excuses for me to be un happy. So why would I "suddenly" and recently become so happy ? Have I been unhappy all along and never really realized it? Ok, now let's look at the issue of b). It puzzled me that I had a hard time figuring out the answers to the questions I was asking myself because-- shouldn't these answers be apparent? Shouldn't I know why I'm happy without having to think about it? Well, if I stick with my original thought, then I truly never will find an answer to ANY of the above questions...if I truly believe that something...